useless

there was no reason for me, i'm so emotional for these few day. 
i dont have qualified to say i'm stress.
i dont have qualified to say i'm so helpful for this activity.
i really dont have any qualified to say any thing.
i'm not a chairman for the activity, i'm just a little follower...
a person of nothing special, a person was no any helpful for them.
when they was very enthusiastic in discussing, i felt very useless...
cause i just feel cant do something to them, they are so good!
they're so powerful, and so talented.


i have no any suggestion to them, and no any helpful to them.
me, too bad!
me, too useless!


by the way...
my fix position in this activity, will be in charge of the design...
i have to design background, to you or anyone thats a simple job, right?
but to me, is difficult. 
background is very important for a show...
a place that most easier to let others feel bad or good.
i have no any ideas for the background.
as a design team, how can i doesnt have any inspiration?!


please kill me! i cant face myself...


i'm damn useless!
chairman said will help me...
i feel very sorry to her...
she is so busy already, 
i have no reason to let her help me do anything.
i have no right to let her help me do anything.


this is most let me felt,"i'm so useless!" 
a simple job, a simple task...
why cant i finish it with my partner ?!
USELESS meigee!
ridiculous meigee!